The Perfect Love

Abba...Poppa...how can I stop the fear of failing?

WHY DO YOU FEAR?

Because I'll look ridiculous and won't be loved. I know this is my 'Thorn'...a lie from my childhood...about Dad...I know it in my head but still I'm afraid...it is my 'vain dread and anxious imagination'...the whole 'performance' thing...

WHAT I WAS SHOWING YOU TODAY WHEN I LED YOU TO PRAY WITH JACOB WAS THAT LOVE IS THE ANSWER...THE ENEMY KNOWS YOUR WOUND BECAUSE HE PUT IT THERE...'PERFORMANCE TO BE LOVED'...'ON YOUR OWN' / ALONE / CAN'T DEPEND ON ANYONE BUT YOURSELF...YOU KNOW THE TRUTH THOUGH...YOU KNOW THESE ARE 

LIES...BUT I AM TEACHING YOU TO DEPEND ON ME...ON MY LOVE FOR YOU AND THE OTHER...WHEN YOU PRAY FOR HEALING / A WORD...IT IS OUT OF LOVE FOR THE OTHER TO SHOW MY LOVE...IT IS NOT YOU WHO HEALS BUT MY LOVE FOR THEM...THE POWER OF MY SPIRIT WHO IS LOVE...IT IS FOR YOU TO DEPEND ON THAT LOVE...ASKING MY SPIRIT TO SHOW MY LOVE BY HEALING...TO COMMUNICATE THAT LOVE TO THEIR HEART...IT IS FOR YOU TO CONCENTRATE ON MY LOVE FOR THEM...ASK FOR THAT GRACE AND DEPEND ON MY SPIRIT / POWER TO ACCOMPLISH THAT...THANK ME FOR MY LOVE / SPIRIT...ASKING ME TO SHOW THAT MERCIFUL LOVE FOR THIS PERSON...LET YOUR MIND BE RENEWED BY LOVE...MY LOVE IS PERFECT AND CASTS OUT ALL FEARS...AND WHETHER OR NOT I HEAL... I STILL LOVE THAT PERSON AND WANT TO COMMUNICATE THAT LOVE TO THEM...PRAY FOR THAT...TO ENVELOP THEM IN MY LOVE...WASH THEM IN MY LOVE...FILL THEM WITH MY LOVE...THAT IS WHAT I WANT TO DO WHETHER OR NOT I HEAL THEM...IT IS NOT FOR YOU TO KNOW ALL THAT I AM DOING IN THE OTHER...THEY ARE ON A JOURNEY AS ARE YOU...I HAVE A PLAN FOR THEIR LIFE JUST AS I DO FOR YOU...YOU DO NOT KNOW ALL OF WHAT THAT ENTAILS AND NEITHER DO THEY...THAT IS WHERE FAITH...TRUST....HOPE...SURRENDER AND LOVE COME IN...IT IS ALL GRACE...MY SPIRIT IS ALIVE AND ACTIVE IN YOU AND THE OTHER...PRAY FOR MY GRACE...FOR ALL YOU NEED...JESUS IS ALIVE AND ALL ARE CALLED TO COME TO THE FOUNTAIN OF LIFE...THE CROSS HAS WON NEW LIFE FOR ALL TO FREELY RECEIVE...FEEDOM...FORGIVENESS...HEALING...WORDS OF LIFE AND LOVE...

ENCOURAGEMENT...SO...IN ALL YOUR ENOUNTERS...MAKE LOVE YOUR AIM...DEPEND ON MY SPIRIT / POWER...KNOW YOU ARE NOT ALONE...AND LET MY PERFECT LOVE CAST OUT YOUR FEAR...AND WHEN YOU ARE TEMPTED TO FEAR / FAILURE...SIMPLY KNOW I AM WITH YOU...THAT IT IS AN OPPORTUNITY TO TRUST ME...GIVE IT ALL TO ME...LET ME HANDLE IT...GRACE...ALL IS GRACE...SO...BE AT PEACE...YOU ARE NOT ALONE...

Abba...keep me in Your Presence...in Your Love...give me Grace to Love with Your Love...to Love as Jesus Loves...to Focus on Your Holy Spirit...not on myself...Come Holy Spirit...More...I depend on you...you are the Way Forward...the Power I desperately need...Come Holy Spirit of Love...lead me...change me...heal me...free me to be Your Minister of Love...Thank you for Your Love and Grace...I am lost without You...

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