Jesus...my cross feels very heavy....
too heavy for me to carry today..
it's not always like this but now it
is...the loss of my dream of 'married
love in the Lord'....of raising children
who love and serve you...all gone
through a sorrowful marriage and
divorce...a lot of anguish and pain
that is very difficult to carry...and yet
still called to love...I wish the sorrow
were over and a distant memory...
what do you think about all this..
my family...marriage and divorce..
my cross?
YOUR SUFFERING IS NOT IN
VAIN WHEN JOINED TO MINE...
IT IS ONLY WITH THE STRENGTH
OF MY SPIRIT THAT YOU CAN
CARRY YOUR CROSS... ONLY BY
GRACE IS IT POSSIBLE TO CARRY
YOUR BURDEN AND HAVE IT BEAR
FRUIT WHICH YOU MAY PERHAPS
NOT SEE IN YOUR LIFETIME BUT
BY FAITH AND HOPE LINKED TO
MY FRUITFUL PASSION...DEATH
AND RESURRECTION YOU ATTAIN
THE GOOD YOU SO DESIRE...IT IS
GOOD THAT YOU KNOW YOUR
WEAKNESS AND FEEL THE
UNBEARABLE WEIGHT OF YOUR
CROSS FOR IT IS ONLY BY MY
POWER THAT YOUR BURDEN
CAN BECOME LIGHT...IT IS ONLY
BY THE INFINITE POWER OF MY
SPIRIT THAT IT IS POSSIBLE FOR
YOU TO CARRY YOUR CROSS AND
HAVE IT BEAR FRUIT....IT IS ONLY
BY MY SPIRIT OF LOVE THAT YOUR
CROSS OF SORROW BECOMES YOUR
CROSS OF LOVE AND THE PEACE
AND JOY OF MY RESURRECTION
CAN REST UPON YOU,.SO KNOW
THAT EACH DAY MY GRACE IS
AVAILABLE TO YOU TO CARRY
YOUR BURDEN WITH ME UP
CALVARY'S HILL WITH A
STRENGTH BEYOND YOUR
OWN AND A JOY AND PEACE
WHICH IS BEYOND YOUR
NATURE AS YOU TRUST IN
MY LOVE FOR YOU AND YOUR
FAMILY AND HOPE IN MY
FAITHFULNESS AND DEPEND
ON MY SPIRIT FOR ALL YOUR
NEEDS....SO ..ONE DAY AT A TIME..
ASK AND YOU SHALL RECEIVE
ALL YOU NEED...WHATEVER IT IS..
IT SHALL BE YOURS....FOR MY
GRACE IS SUFFICIENT FOR YOU
AND MY POWER IS MADE PERFECT
IN YOUR WEAKNESS...YOU ARE
NOT ALONE..
Lord Jesus...thank you for your Word
of encouragement....I trust in you...give
me your Grace today to carry this cross...
to trust in your plan of salvation for my
family...strength....peace and joy even
in the midst of the burden....to remember
You are with me. to count on Your Spirit
for all I need...to keep my eyes on You
not me or my cross... Jesus...I trust in You